Back to square one

I quit my job the other day, that job was too hectic, how the hell did they expect me to balance a full time job with being a full time student oh hell no. I love animals and all, but it was something I cannot deal with at the moment. I have too much stuff going on. Oh, I was a vet tech by the way. What did me in was what the DVM said to me when I asked her a simple question, she told me "she wasnt on duty" and to ask the other DVM on duty. I thought to myself, I cannot be working for someone like this. I would have been very miserable. So Im planning to go work somewhere in the hospitality area once again, until I get my pharmacy tech certification or find a pharmacy tech job which ever comes first. Man, Ive been getting really irked at people, when I tell them I am planning to go to Pharmacy school--they reply dont you know its hard, and you know its really competitive right?

Im like no S*** sherlocks, dont you know I know this? I really dont care what people think what I might be capable of. As long as I know, that I can do it. Thats all the freaking matters to me.  I need to go out to run some errand my butt is so lazy. I was going to go the the library too, eh too lazy. But I do feel like some Subway, hehe I might have to go out afterall. lol.

New career path

I am graduating with my first bachelors degree this upcoming fall semester. I have 3 more classes to take in the summer and good bye college, right?? wrong, im going back to school for Pre-Pharmacy. I was actually going to take a break and enroll during the Spring semester, but I was like the faster I get into Pre-Pharm the faster I can apply for Pharmacy school! I wish I knew a lot sooner or maybe at the beginning of my collegiate career, they I wanted to become a Pharmacist, it would of saved me much needed time, sleep and money!! Im also graduating with a Studio Art degree, its a big step for me , but Im willing to make sacrifices and do all it takes to make it to the end. On top of that many people around me are either getting married , pregnant, or engaged. I haven't accomplished any of those 3 yet. Well actually I just really want to accomplish one at the moment, and that is getting engaged (at least). Im not ready to become a mother yet, I have so much to do, before I reach that point in my life. I may sound selfish, but it is what it is. I want to finish pre-pharm and enter and complete pharmacy school before that phase of my life. Don't get me wrong, I cannot wait to become a mother, but just not now. I secretly envy, my gf's who are currently mothers or who are pregnant. I think being able to be a mother to someone is extremely incredible. The bond and love you have between another is simply amazing. Getting married, eh cant really afford that right now and im not ready yet. I guess Im at the point of my life where Im ready to take the next step. I found my better half and I do not have to search any further. But then again we have been living with each other for about 2 years now. I had an epiphany earlier today--I shouldn't push the fact of getting engaged or what not. The time will come eventually--maybe the reason behind all the divorces now a days are because ppl dont really get to know one another before getting hitched.

So i think im going to take my time for this one....